I seriously believe in Karma. When u lost something... u will gain something in return.
So equally, when someone is not returning ur affection.. u will somehow gain it in another way...

Remember the sick calls i had blogged about ? i still recieve them. So.. danny went to tell the rest of the good ol gang. I feel so touched tat they are so worried for me... it makes me really appreciative of wat i really have.. its just maybe i didnt realized.

Was chatting to Ah Gu (yup, the even michael respect guy) and he was asking me have i went to the police. I told him...i didnt want to becoz i know the cops would ask embarrasing qns. Knowing the prude.. i would rather die den ans these qns in detail. And he said....

Forgotten says:
you scare to go , then we all go with you..

Forgotten says:
who dare to bully our little sis

Isnt it over-whelming ? for a guy... 6 foot tall.. to say tat.

It really makes me wonder.. what did i do to deserve them.

I think its time.. to count my blessings!

Blog

Sheesh... i am very free at home but i seriously dunno wat to blog. No topics... no ideas... my creative juices are now chilled like the ice cubes in the freezer.

But i'm bored!

There jean, i'd blogged! wahahaha

Friends

Aero Show

Woke up at an Un-Godly hour of 8.30 this morning. I mean.. it being a sunday and everything. I woke up in a start when Mcfly " its all about u" at the top of their lungs. Nic called to inform me that they were reaching in apprx 30 mins. I have yet to wake up , wash my face, bath and change. My heart was still thumping frantically when i got out of the bathroom. But then again, being chinnie.. i did everything in 10mins. Wahahaha...

Anyway... the four of us headed over to White Sand Mac for our breakfast. I dunno is it the thing about guys.. they love to stare at girls eat. And.. since i was eating my hashbrown at 15km per hour.. they naturally stopped eating to wonder out loud why i ate so slow. Thus... slowing down the process of them munching down their food as well. I meant.. its so early leh... who has the mood to eat! Sheesh....

Anyway...we went to take the feeder bus ...reached our venue in a shock. The queue! It was bloody long considering it was 10am on a sunday morning and... it was longer den an MOS queue on any good day. So... we queued... and queued... and queued....and queued. I would love to take the pictures but.... it seem rather lame. Haha...

The so-called highlight was rather boring. In fact... terrible. I mean... it may seem fascinating at the first stunt.. BUT ALL THE STUNTS ARE BLOODY THE SAME LOR.... NO CREATIVITY... NO EXCITEMENT... NO FANCY STUFFS..... waste of my $21.00 (inclusive of sistic surcharges!) and my sunday morning. (oopz.. i forgot i'm jobless at this moment!) hahaha

But.. i had fun with the guys! and i'm glad to be there... to see the frenship between them..its so pure that i hope nothing would ever stand in their way!

Work

Well.... i have officially left that bloody co for the 4th day! My FIRST free saturday in 5 years!

But, why does it feels like i'm only playing traunt ?

They call me every day without fail... everytime i see the number ring, i panick.
Everytime they call, they'll tell me.. to come back to HELP when i am free...
Everyime they call, just to ask me where is the files (CANT U SEARCH URSELF???)
Everytime i prepare to go out, i worry that they might somehow catch me outside shopping when i'm suppose to be at work.

i'm insane! I have left havent i ? why did they have to make me feel that i'm a criminal of some kind ??

I miss Lia , i miss gossiping , complaining , and looking at her make up in front of me.
I miss ben coming over every morning, miss the noisy chutter of the van, i miss scolding his nonsense.
I miss christine, i miss her giggling everytime ben does something stupid. I miss her nagging me to drink more water.

I miss the whole frenzy at work.... everyone in that crampy little office. Even Elvin.... but...
Daniell... No way. he might have been a good fren of mine.. but.. working for him for a mere 6 months scares me. I dunno why.... i seriously dunno... but..i just no longer feel the joy of working.

I hope with all of us leaving this way.... he would get it that there is some problem with the management. Not the people....

Break Ups

Got this from the Slut's page. Haha...

Elsie Hon 's lame-ass excuse to break up: "I am going to India indefinately - catch you in the funny pages" 'What is your lame-ass excuse to break up?' at QuizGalaxy.com

I seriously think that breaking up.... is the worse thing tat could ever happen in our lives. Esp when you are dead set that.. he/she's the right one. I mean, from being the most familiar person in your life... he/she would suddenly become... a stranger. A familiar stranger. I hate this kind of feeling. You know him / her habits, likes and dislikes so well but, you dunno wat's in his / her mind anymore. I hope.. it will never ever happen to me again. Funniest Breakup Lines: (I googled) 1) "I'm sorry, but there just isn't room in my life right now for both you and my vibrator."2) "Dear Christine: By the time you read this I'll be a woman..."3) "You're no longer the wealthy, gullible, and desperately lonely man I fell in love with." 4)"It's not *you*, it's me. Specifically, me would like to sleep with your sister."5) "I was holding you back from all the other lives you could be ruining."

Tat's Wat Frens Are For

The good things about having alot of frens is .....
1) A lot of "lobangs".. just to name a few
Davin - 50% to all Swissotel Stamford Restaurants... WOOTS
Ben - My ever loyal supplier of concert tickets, premieres, comics, dramas...

On this very fine saturday, the KTV gang decided to meet again. With exception with 2 peepz. Gabby and Grace. Gabby... the only guy (hopefully) i know who has more mosturizer den any girls i know in my little black book. While grace.. is the most cant be bothered gal pal i have. She's tops!

Of course, there is Teresa (Blur Queen) who moonlights as a partner of Soulite Dating Agency. Its not bad ... lotsa explosures... http://www.soulite.com I can get good discounts if any of u are interested. Call me ya.. ? Den there is CAmmy (Luffing Queen) She's my good dose of laughter. Her very laughters can bring stitches accompanies with her (Glutton King) husband Glenn.
Not to forget our (Late King) Ben who somehow on the contrary waits more often for us..den we for him. And (Dancing King) Davin. U should check out his dance. haha...

U guys muz be wondering wat my nick would be in this group.... To be honoured..i'm (Sassy Princess)... hey.. the only princess in the group alright ? Ya.. coz i always make them travel all the way to Bugis or Plaza Sing for my macademia chocolates. Haha...

Canele's!

Well, though the pictures are blur.... but chinnie here had lotsa fun taking them!
Notice tat jean has lotsa diff reactions... while zw remains... neutral! hahaha...
but of course... the two above are NOT the main characters! Behold.... the most fantastic thing human can ever create!! CENELES!!



Subject A & B is simply chin and ling's very favourites....












THANk you Jasper... for bringing us to such a wondrous place..... and took my resolution of dieting to 2007...

Know why i love them ??

Happy V Day!

HAPPY VALENTINES DAY , MY LOVES!

Right Guys.... Say HI to Baby












The latest addition member in my already very big family. Hee....
























SAY HI TO AUNTIEHOOD AGAIN~! and no.. its not gonna be my turn anytime soon! hee...

At Long Last!

I FINALLY DID IT! I FINALLY SUBMITTED MY LETTER!

I'M A FREE GIRL IN 2 WEEKS ~!

HORRAY TO FREEDOM.....

But it sort of freak me out....it feels like.. breaking up with a bf who u no longer have feelings for... just nice and bad memories.

I can remember my first day of interview. Min came with me. I was still panicked coz it was all guys company. But, in a way..i'm glad i took this job. I got to know many fabulous guys. People who i know will always be with me.. take care of me...protect me. Though they have one by one left.... they've etched themself into my heart.

I remember kelvin coming to fetch me every saturday in his black Honda Accord.

I remember daniel giving me chocolates every week.

I remember blasting my music all day in office...

I remember going crazy during Audit periods...

I remember the white kitty that follows us around all day.

I remember the dog who sat outside my door and protected me from the maniac.

I remember the gossip sessions i had with bin bin and germaine. We would go movies , shopping and more gossips after work.

I remember going excited with lia over the BP website...

I remember telling Ben to "shut up... sHeesh....go away.." many many times.

I remember christine (my supervisor) scolding us for not drinking enough mineral water...

I remember my uncle strutting into my office and starts calling my "Oei fatty"

I remember daily rides home with different mercedes , bmws and fairladys.

I remember our annual reunion dinner, all the nonsense and laughters...

I remember how much i hurt keith... making him drunk and cry

I remember how angry i was with daniel becoz of jenny.

I remember how insulted i felt for ben when doris commented on his past.

I remember how customers scolded me for my companys' bad services.

So many memories... but i just realized... most of them were very nice and sweet.

Bitch's Personality

Honest, faithful and possessing deep loyalty and responsibility. (BEAMS)
Can be magnanimous and prosperous yet also guarded and defensive, never really relaxed despite outer calm. (Ya, a worrier i am)
She has a glib tongue, practical and realistic. (Indeed)
Trustworthy and generous to people and has a deep sense of justice. (Generous? I have an el cheapo bf.. haha)

This is maybe the most likable sign of all in the CHinese Cycle. (Smirks at all other "animals" esp the three blind RATS and the smelly pig who frequent my blog. )
A person born in the year of the Dog is honest, intelligent and straightfoward. (sounds like a cop)
She has a deep sense of loyalty and a passion for justice and fair play. (cop indeed)
A dog native is usually animated and attractive and will exide sex appeal. (Prude ALERT!)

Generally amiable and unpretentious, she will know how to get along with others as she is not demanding. (See.. see..)
The egalitarian dog likes to meet others halfway, is always willing to listen to reason and can be counted to do her share. (I'm just so nice!)

For a friend, you must know that whenever you are in trouble, all you have to do is dial D-O-G. For no matter how much she complains, scolds, feign indifference, the Dog cannot ignore a call for help. (Tat sounds exactly like me!)
At times, the dog protect the interests of others more avidly than her own. (U all should be happy i'm ur fren! **flips long dark hair)
The Dog often sticks to his object of affection no matter how unworthy the person is. You dont find a dog leaving home just because she discovers that her master has the proverbial feet of clay. She makes allowances for frailties and will probably stick it through thick and thin. (Sigh... this is very true)

COME TO AUNT AGONY, MY SWEETS!

Super Woman

I am so in love with this song.. its so sappy can ?
Thank Jean for telling me about it..

I mean... although not all men are like this. But i cant help to think how terrible the girl muz feel when being treated like this. Men always say we girls... are asking for too much, oversensitive, worriers etc... maybe some girls are, but no all.

Kathryn White - Super Woman

Early in the morning I put breakfast at your table,
and make sure that your coffee has its sugar and cream...
Your eggs are overeasy,
your toast unlikely,
all that's missing is your morning kiss that used to greet me...

Now you say the juice is sour,
it used to be so sweet,
and I can't help but to wonder if you're talking about me...
We don't talk the way we used to talk,
it's hurting so deep,

I've got my pride,
I will not cry,
but it's making me weak...
I'm not your superwoman...
I'm not the kind of girl that you can let down,
and think that everything is okay...
Boy I am only human...
This girl needs more than occasional hugs as a token of love from you to me...

I fought my way through the rush hour trying to make it home just for you...
I want to make sure that your dinner will be waiting for you...
But when you get there,
you just tell me you're not hungry at all,
you said you'd rather read the paper and you don't want to talk...

You like to think that I'm just crazy when I say that you've changed,
I'm convinced I know the problem,
you don't love me the same...
You're just going through the motions and you're not being fair,

I've got my pride,
I will not cry,
still I can't help but care!!!
I'm not your superwoman...
I'm not the kind of girl that you can let down and think that everything is okay...
Boy I am only human...
This girl needs more than occasional hugs as a token of love from you to me...

Look into the corners of your mind,
I'll always be there for you through good and bad times,
but I can't be the superwoman that you want me to be!!
I'll give my everlasting love if you'll return love to me!!

If you feel it in your heart and you understand me,
stop right where you are,
I'm the kind of girl that can treat you so sweet,
but you got to realize that you got to be sweeter to me!!!
I need love,
I need just your love,
I'm not your superwoman...